Lost

Confused indeed I am.

Lingering the moment which I know nothing about. Kinda like Jon Snow.

Trying hard. Yes it's in the affirmative.

But every time I tried I end up failing.

It was like, Fuck I'm old,

But the misery won't end.

For every shit I told

I get more than a thousand fold.

I miss writing, I miss my co-writers as well.

As fast as we build, goes fast as we fell.

I tried writing so many times. Trying to get at least a portion of that old self

But it ends up unfinished, like the governments crap

I don't know where I'm going.

I'm not even sure if I'm aware of what I'm writing.

I'm just here, glaring with a blank stare

Save me. At least I say.

I'm tired with my burden

I'm even too tired to say I hate life.

I work, I play. Without anything to gain

What am I sitting here for?

Damn, I don't know where I am.

Kumentong Lutang

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Sabi nila tahimik daw ako. Ang bulung-bulunga'y nakakatamad kausap dahil puro na lamang oo at pag-tango. Ano bang dapat? Lutang na kaisipan ko'y nagtatanong. Magkagayun ma'y ipagpaumanhin mo nalang ang daang tinahak ng pagtanda ko.

Napapagod ka na ba sa puro galit at hiyawan ng sama ng loob? Bahay, lansangan maging sa mga social media. Ano bang meron?

Demokrasya.

Limot na Paalala

Dangal ng aking malawak na mundo

Tinig na kinilala at ilang beses ng nagpatotoo

Sa kabila na ang bansa’y may mabagal na progreso

Ay ang patuloy na pamamayagpag nito sa kabilang ibayo

Darkness

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Darkness attracts a community

And for some reason it stays more than it should

But was it there to glimmer?

Walking proud with hands held high?

Martyrs of the Unknown

~ Image Source: Pinterest ~

Bonds so tight it could kill a life

Never brutal but instead, 'twas crucial

A bond rare enough to become an opportunity

Giggles around a life that sings for eternity